When I was a kid, I had frequent bouts of asthma attacks, though not as bad as my brother had. The asthma was, well, gone for a number of years (to the point I was able to NOT worry about it any more). And now it's starting to resurface. I had an attack last week, before I was supposed to leave for the OBS program. Got declared unfit. Too bad, coz I really wanna try out kayaking (part of the program). I've never gone kayaking before.
And I'm back to my insomniac past now. The last time I had severe insomnia was when I was trying to adjust myself back to Malaysian time zone, after a few years of living in another country. Took me almost a year to get back to my Malaysian biological clock, I finally fit into a more stable sleeping pattern by the time I started 1st-year of Degree. But somehow, now, I actually sleep at 4 a.m. and wake up around 8 a.m. . Only four hours of sleep, darn it. I need more sleep.
And there's that problem with my hands...never mind...
Worst of all is my memory loss. This is bad, real bad. Its not good having a brain that only remembers so little, I have the feeling that some people are starting (or already have) to distrust me every time I say 'I forgot' or 'I don't remember' (Well, at least I told the truth when I said that). Not only that, I can't remember things in class. I think I better start taking supplements (ugh) again.
All these and it's only the holidays, I haven't even started classes yet. I started writing this post at 1:46 a.m., GMT+8, and it's now 2:03 a.m., which means 2 hours to go until my eyes become sleepy.
And I'm back to my insomniac past now. The last time I had severe insomnia was when I was trying to adjust myself back to Malaysian time zone, after a few years of living in another country. Took me almost a year to get back to my Malaysian biological clock, I finally fit into a more stable sleeping pattern by the time I started 1st-year of Degree. But somehow, now, I actually sleep at 4 a.m. and wake up around 8 a.m. . Only four hours of sleep, darn it. I need more sleep.
And there's that problem with my hands...never mind...
Worst of all is my memory loss. This is bad, real bad. Its not good having a brain that only remembers so little, I have the feeling that some people are starting (or already have) to distrust me every time I say 'I forgot' or 'I don't remember' (Well, at least I told the truth when I said that). Not only that, I can't remember things in class. I think I better start taking supplements (ugh) again.
All these and it's only the holidays, I haven't even started classes yet. I started writing this post at 1:46 a.m., GMT+8, and it's now 2:03 a.m., which means 2 hours to go until my eyes become sleepy.